The power of noticing emotions
In this series of blog posts, I have talked about the importance of acceptance, and how suppression can work in the short-term, but only serves to rebound and even intensify our difficulties. In order to accept a feeling or sensation (or a thought), we have to notice it first. The metaphor of observing like a curious scientist helps to foster openness and curiosity towards our own feelings - approach instead of avoidance. The simple act of observing or noticing a feeling with curiosity rather than being caught up in in often leads to acceptance - and if not, at least it is a step in the right direction. Here's a guide to how to take that step in the right direction:
- When you have a feeling, notice that you are having it. Notice where you feel it. Notice where it is most intense.
- Many people (but not all) find breathing into a feeling helps them make room for it. Slow, diaphragmatic breathing seems to be particularly helpful. So try noticing the feeling, and gently breathing into it.
- When you notice the feeling, and where you feel it, see if you can just imagine opening up around it a little. Give it some space.
- If this feeling was an object, ask yourself what it would look like? When you notice the feeling, you might notice that it starts to change. Notice if it does, but don't force it. Does it get smaller? Perhaps it might get bigger. Remember though - no matter how big the feeling gets, it can't get bigger than you. So notice it, observe it, breather into it, and make room for it.
Losses that we experience can leave us with painful feelings - this is only natural. You can notice and make room for those feelings without getting bogged down in a struggle with them. This will leave you much more able to engage fully with life, and doing what matters to you. When we recognise that it is normal and natural to have painful feelings - that it is an unavoidable and inevitable part of being human - we are more likely to accept them. If you have a story that you tell yourself that normal people don't feel this way - there must be something wrong with me, this is going to have a big influence on your attitude towards your feelings.
Here's an exercise to try - read the opening paragraph first
Most people agree (with some quibbling around the edges) that there are nine basic human emotions. As you read through the list below, I want you to classify them as either negative / bad emotions, or good / positive emotions. One or the other - thumbs-up or thumbs-down - no hesitation - just your immediate response.
Ready? Start reading.
I'm guessing that you gave the thumbs-down for 6 out of the 9 basic, normal human emotions. Does that tell you anything about what it means to be human? Two-thirds of the emotions that every person will experience throughout life do not feel great. But we live in a feel-good society that tells us we should feel good all the time.
How realistic is that?
- Self-compassion - being caring and kind to yourself - adds another dimension to acceptance. Let's go back to you noticing a feeling - which may be one you don't like. Place a hand on where you experience most intensely, and see if you can open up around it. Hold it gently.
- Sometimes, we want to focus on our emotions, like when we are learning to notice them (like now), or if we are grieving. At other times, if we are too intently focused on our emotions that can get in the way of living life. When we can notice that the feeling that we struggling with doesn't have to have the spotlight - that it is one of many actors on a well-lit stage, we can start to notice that the feeling we are struggling with is just one of many. It isn't the only actor on stage: it isn't the whole show.
Notice that feeling and notice your breathing. Notice your body, and notice the room around you. Notice that there is a lot going on.